Do you know the kind of feeling where you're tired of trying to work things out? I guess that's what I'm feeling right now. I've been trying so hard to tell myself that I'm okay, thing's will definitely get better. But I can't. I am tired, I don't want this anymore. Letting go is less as painful as holding on they said. Is it true though? I honestly don't know if I'm ready to bear the same pain again. I really hope I don't face the same thing I did on my last year's birthday on my birthday soon. I pretty sure I don't have the same strength anymore. I'm not getting younger and stronger you know? Sigh... What the heck am I supposed to do now though? I'm so confused. So many things in mind that I don't even know where to start. Somebody help me please...
なみかふなばし
I could spend my whole life just staring into the night sky
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